My personality consists of attributes, which are fighting each other. If you are looking for antinomies, you're in the right place. I learn about life from books and observating people. Loneliness is the cruelest friend I've ever had, but also the most caring. Apathy and cynicism help me in understanding human nature, but they can't save me from being naive. Telling lies is unnatural to me and I don't easily bend under society's pressure. I trundle through life, tumbling, getting scars and after all - always rising up stronger.
... And of course my awkward behavior, interests and specific sense of humor make me a no-life and out of normal person.